Transcript; Samantha with green shirt along with black half sweater with black background with hair being messed up and turned into bun along with black frame glasses.
a mother birth a beautiful baby girl, looked back to doctor and told mother that your daughter is Deaf. Mother looked back to the baby which is small baby with curly hair and small cheeks. The parents looked at each other and looked at the baby together. While the little girl growing up, saw the parents still together for long time and it started to fade away in the relationship eventually. Father decided to leave and leave a mother with three children to raise and took care of them all alone. The girl looked at mom and she returned the looks back, wondering where is the father at? The answer always remained at "I don't know". The little girl grew up and started to wonder where's father at and stil ldon't know. Mother took in all of her feelings and kept it to herself while worked so hard to provide us with what we need with help of grandparents. The girl always asked where's father and still remaining don't know. The little girl is no longer little, grew up to be beautiful woman. The girl finally learned the truth about father. We all are not perfect, fault? No. Choices? Yes. Chose to not see children often along with make a lot of mistakes. Couldn't imagine to be singler mother. There are raw feelings coming out now, disappointed? Yes. Sad? Yes. Angry? Yes. Happy? No. When the father became sick and sicker, the relationship between us had changed a lot for good. Better? Yes. Worse? No. Mixed feelings? Yes. The girl is lucky to have father in the life, knew didn't see him often the way she wanted. Always precious father, always love him no matter what happened. We all make mistakes. The girl little goes fading away, becoming woman who's beautiful, smart, loyal, loving, and sweet. BUT becoming strong woman every day throughout life without a father's role.
Now to all of you, cherish your children, grab time with them, you wll never know when's the last time you have with your children. Please be there for them whenever the situations happened, always be there for them. Your life will change a lot once your children growing up.
LOVE YOU!
Until next time...
Samantha
